Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Happy 13th Birthday Andrew

Andrew David Cerveny is my youngest brother
who was stillborn on December 23rd 1995.
Sometime it's hard to believe that it has been 13 years since Andrew was born. 13 years since we held him for the first and last time. Some memories are as clear as day others a little fuzzy. Being 16 at the time a was very scared to hold him. And while I was holding him I could of sworn that I felt him move which really freaked me out. We didn't get to spend time with him on this earth but we knew him while Mom was
pregnant he was very active and we would watch him move alot.
We don't know what his personalty would have been like, but i have been thinking about it i think he would have been alot like Benjamin. I'm not sure why but i think that is the way he might have been. And he was so a cutie too.

Who would have thought that 13 years later I would be experience the same pain of losing a child with my Mom and Dad. You want to be able to share things with your parents but not this.
One thing is for sure, Andrew and Maggie will always be a part of our lives forever.
Happy Birthday Andrew!

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